At the root of the American story—beneath the slogans and the fractures, behind the endless parade of red, white, and blue—is something quieter and more enduring: compassion. Not the sentimental kind, but the gritty, active kind. Compassion that shows up, gets its hands dirty, and walks with its neighbor. I have seen it in VA…
Read moreIn Colombia, Holidays Still Mean Something
In Colombia, when there’s a holiday, life actually stops. Not just for government workers or people with paid leave—everyone stops. Offices go dark. Banks shut down. Schools go quiet. You won’t hear kids on the playground, and you won’t hear traffic. The country knows how to hit pause, not just individually, but collectively. And that’s…
Read moreSomewhere Between the Trees and the Tarmac, Tracks, and Tanks
My parents split when I was young. I could not explain what had changed, but I could feel it. After the divorce, I stayed with my father in Neoga, Illinois, in the cornfields forever. He remarried, but lived with my aunt for a while, and I spent most days with my grandfather fishing. I remember…
Read moreIndigenous Populations Worldwide: Why European Descent Isn’t Considered Indigenous
Let’s put something to bed: no, most “white people,”* you are not indigenous. The term “indigenous” in modern usage refers to groups that are the original inhabitants of a region and have experienced historical marginalization, displacement, or oppression, often due to colonization by external powers. These populations possess distinct cultural, linguistic, and social traditions that…
Read moreFinding Resilience on the Road: The Enduring Spirit of ‘Touch of Grey
“Touch of Grey” by the Grateful Dead carries a profound resonance with those who have endured hardship yet find resilience in moving forward. It is a theme that echoes powerfully in This Is How It Feels to Heal, where survival becomes both a choice and a practice. As someone who once lived much of a…
Read moreShadowboxing the Apocalypse, and Wandering the Land
In the cool haze of morning light, I’m walking. Not to anywhere particular, just walking. Shoes hitting the dirt like a steady rhythm, beating out the thoughts rattling through my brain. There’s something about this world, this time, that feels so caught up in its own demise. Like it’s rushing toward some inevitable end, but…
Read moreAn old current conversation
With the completion of The Healing Pathways facilitator and companion manuals, I am cleaning out my notes used along the way. Below, is a transcript of a conversation I had with David Boothe in 2001. I was in Cali, Colombia where I had just finished the final version of This is How it Feels to…
Read moreThe Unique Musical Legacy of Jerry Garcia: An Exploration of Style and Influence
Jerry Garcia, renowned as the frontman and lead guitarist for the Grateful Dead, remains a towering figure in American music. Despite his profound impact, discussions about the greatest guitarists in rock history often overlook Garcia. This oversight can be attributed to his unique approach to music, the niche the Grateful Dead carved within the music…
Read moreUnderstanding the Shift from Racial Divisions to Lineage in Addressing Societal Conflicts
The notion of a “race war” represents a deeply entrenched societal issue, informed by a complex history of racial and cultural divisions that manifest in both overt conflicts and subtler forms of societal segregation. My journey through the academic realms of the Antebellum South, the Civil War at the University of Georgia, Islamic civilizations at…
Read moreLiving on the Edge: Unraveling Secret Societies and Conspiracy Theories
The following is a transcription of the spoken word. Living in the United States, Mexico, and Colombia, I’ve seen my fair share of stuff. I’ve been outside society’s box most of my life, first as a Deadhead (yup, followed ’em around, no fixed address), then remote working in 1997 (way before it was cool), and…
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